KuroDoku (Revived)
Jan 12, 2022 9:21:13 GMT
Post by occultonic on Jan 12, 2022 9:21:13 GMT
Hey there.
I was Black Poison (Occult), but I left last year because I couldn't handle what I did in the past by talking too much on the threads and going off-topic so often.
I'm not sure if I can discuss about Touhou stuff like before, because I've been in and out of the fandom, and I try to draw non-Touhou art. I also don't really follow many artists recently.
Q&A about me and my past account:
Q: Why KuroDoku/BlackPoison19?
A: It was meant to be "Black Poison". Kinda an edgy name I had in my head before.
[Also I forgot my password on my old account so I had to make a new one.]
Q: Why did you leave?
A: I felt so embarassed about my posts and interactions with people. Sometimes I tried so hard to be edgy and talked about things that shouldn't be discussed. I'm sorry for all the chaos I did.
Q: How have you been?
A: Better than last year. I'm recovering from my sad phase. If you're following me, you can see the changes from my early art compared to my recent ones.
2022 art is expected to be like late 2021 art. I just want to show that mental health affects the artist's art. Sorry if this is spammy.
Q: What are your current favorite artists? You talked about it a lot before and you even listed them on a thread.
A: I don't know, or maybe I have none in my heart. I used to be a big fan of Naufaldreamer, but as time went by, his art didn't tick my interests as before because I wanted something darker and harsher. Sorry for recommending you guys risky artists before. I was one hell of an edgy kid that followed NSFW accounts for the sake of being edgy. But hey, you know what's wrong and right, and you should follow who you think suits your interests.
Q: Anything about your mutual artists?
A: I haven't talked to some of them for a while. They have their own groups, so do I. I gained quite some more mutuals, and some are artists that worth a follow. (With personal taste, of course, I don't wanna force anyone into liking things they don't like.) Some left, some created a new account and some changed themselves in a way you don't expect. Might drop some names here.
twitter.com/AccelDie
twitter.com/CelestialLiving (MMD artist)
twitter.com/ArghThree (Junko fans should check him out)
twitter.com/oodonkers
twitter.com/poffusagi_draws
Q: What do you think about current Touhou games?
A: I love new concepts of Unconnect Marketeers and Gouyoku Ibun. I tend to enjoy newer games, as a person who came to Touhou fandom during HSiFS era and played DDC as my first game. Unfortunately, due to my strict schedule, I couldn't play most of my games now, and my energy was too low to finish Gouyoku Ibun. I don't know if I can discuss about this topic, because I don't want to be personal when it comes to fandoms, and I shouldn't let my feelings go free so often.
Q: Anything else?
A: I don't think I'll be on this forum often. At the time I was writing this, I wanted to apologize for my past and get these feelings off my chest. And you, ツ Synara ツ, thank you for being kind with me back then. I hope you see this.
Thank you for reading this.
I was Black Poison (Occult), but I left last year because I couldn't handle what I did in the past by talking too much on the threads and going off-topic so often.
I'm not sure if I can discuss about Touhou stuff like before, because I've been in and out of the fandom, and I try to draw non-Touhou art. I also don't really follow many artists recently.
Q&A about me and my past account:
Q: Why KuroDoku/BlackPoison19?
A: It was meant to be "Black Poison". Kinda an edgy name I had in my head before.
[Also I forgot my password on my old account so I had to make a new one.]
Q: Why did you leave?
A: I felt so embarassed about my posts and interactions with people. Sometimes I tried so hard to be edgy and talked about things that shouldn't be discussed. I'm sorry for all the chaos I did.
Q: How have you been?
A: Better than last year. I'm recovering from my sad phase. If you're following me, you can see the changes from my early art compared to my recent ones.
2022 art is expected to be like late 2021 art. I just want to show that mental health affects the artist's art. Sorry if this is spammy.
Q: What are your current favorite artists? You talked about it a lot before and you even listed them on a thread.
A: I don't know, or maybe I have none in my heart. I used to be a big fan of Naufaldreamer, but as time went by, his art didn't tick my interests as before because I wanted something darker and harsher. Sorry for recommending you guys risky artists before. I was one hell of an edgy kid that followed NSFW accounts for the sake of being edgy. But hey, you know what's wrong and right, and you should follow who you think suits your interests.
Q: Anything about your mutual artists?
A: I haven't talked to some of them for a while. They have their own groups, so do I. I gained quite some more mutuals, and some are artists that worth a follow. (With personal taste, of course, I don't wanna force anyone into liking things they don't like.) Some left, some created a new account and some changed themselves in a way you don't expect. Might drop some names here.
twitter.com/AccelDie
twitter.com/CelestialLiving (MMD artist)
twitter.com/ArghThree (Junko fans should check him out)
twitter.com/oodonkers
twitter.com/poffusagi_draws
Q: What do you think about current Touhou games?
A: I love new concepts of Unconnect Marketeers and Gouyoku Ibun. I tend to enjoy newer games, as a person who came to Touhou fandom during HSiFS era and played DDC as my first game. Unfortunately, due to my strict schedule, I couldn't play most of my games now, and my energy was too low to finish Gouyoku Ibun. I don't know if I can discuss about this topic, because I don't want to be personal when it comes to fandoms, and I shouldn't let my feelings go free so often.
Q: Anything else?
A: I don't think I'll be on this forum often. At the time I was writing this, I wanted to apologize for my past and get these feelings off my chest. And you, ツ Synara ツ, thank you for being kind with me back then. I hope you see this.
Thank you for reading this.